Here I go...

Well, this would be my first post in this "blogger" so to speak. I never really saw the need in creating one of these seeing that I have a myspace and I usually post all of my writings there. However, it can do no harm to have one of these. This is soley for my writings and for keeping you up to date on what is going on in my life (for those of you interested).

I'm finding myself more desirous to do the things I so long and love to do. I often find myself dreaming of traveling the world, singing, learning, and meeting and helping people. I know God has His ways of doing things and making the desires and dreams He has for me into reality. Even if that means changing my dreams.

I've had an interesting year so to speak. I went through and in some aspects still am going through a stage where I am questioning so much. I know we all do from time to time. I feel it has given me deeper insight and really changed my heart towards certain people. I'm finding myself more fond of sinners than so called "christians". I believe God has truly opened my eyes to see the way I once was. I no longer want any part of it. I have changed so much for the better. I'm learning that being a good christian and example is not about pleasing everyone around you. I'm learning that I am human and I'm learning to be more real. I want to be approachable, I want to be loving and selfless.

I'm working for State Farm Insurance agency currently. It's a great job. I do like it, I do have a lot to learn. Most of you are probably aware of the music venue we started in January of this year (The Red Door... www.myspace.com/reddoorvenue) . It's been a wonderful experience, extremely tiring but wonderful just the same. I love the people it brings. God is really using it to open kids up to us. I have met some great people through it. It's been humbling.

I'm going on a missions trip to mexico in 2 months with the River of Life church. I am extremely excited. This will be my second time going to mexico and hopefully not my last. I need to brush up on my spanish =/ It's getting quite rusty. I try to still listen to spanish worship music as much as I can. I do love it, so that of course helps.

I suppose that's all for now, I pretty much covered it. =)

Love, Me