With a most heavy heart. Details are not to be disclosed due to protecting rights and identities but I feel absolutely crushed.
And no, this has absolutely nothing to do with my sweet Ben. In fact, he has been a wonderful source of strength and support for me during this time.
I once heard a quote that went something like this...
"Oh what a tangled web we weave, when first we practice to deceive."
I've found myself in a grueling situation as of late. Probably one of the most intense, heartbreaking and upsetting situations I have ever been placed in. Moreso because of the longevity of my relationship with certain parties involved.
All I know is that I detest being lied to. Point blank. Deceit is one of the most ultimate betrayals to me and how I got sucked into this, is beyond me.
At this point, I'm simply hoping and praying that a sacred friendship can be salvaged although I fear it could very well be too far gone and that so breaks my heart.
Perhaps I'm being a little too honest here.
Praying and seeking wisdom and a pure heart above all things.