My heart feels as though it's been shattered into a thousand pieces.
My family is falling apart and I can't bear to stand back and watch it crumble.
I am on the verge of a meltdown. I have tried hard and fought long and attempted to pretend that it didn't exsist. I've only fooled myself and everyone else into thinking that I have it all together.
It's a lie.
I'm a mess. We're a mess.
Pray for me.