Sunday, November 23, 2008


My heart feels as though it's been shattered into a thousand pieces.

My family is falling apart and I can't bear to stand back and watch it crumble.

I am on the verge of a meltdown. I have tried hard and fought long and attempted to pretend that it didn't exsist. I've only fooled myself and everyone else into thinking that I have it all together.

It's a lie.

I'm a mess. We're a mess.

Pray for me.


Chelsie said...

praying for you! I hope everything turns out to be okay!

cyphorous said...

You gotta keep it together, sometimes, just holding on till the last moment, only focusing on the things you can control or change can help us keep things together.


Vicki said...

Hey Sweetie!!
I'm so sorry..I hate it that you feel this way. You are the most wonderful person I have met here in bloggy world. I wish there was something I could do to make you feel better and smile again!!
I will pray for you to be strong and to have the strength to get thru this. Remember if God leads you to it, he CAN get you thru it!

Love ya
Pretty lady!

aMbErDeNaE said...

Hey Girl! This makes me so sad! I know you will be okay! God is on your side, I know for sure because of the amazing words he gives you to share with everyone! Your comments mean the world to me, and he will get you and your family through whatever is happening. You are such a light for him, and I promise it will work out! Im praying hard! Seriously, you can talk to me WHENEVER you need to!:) Keep your head up, and know its okay to cry! Seriously, sometimes just crying it all out really helps!:) I'm a real advocate of the cry fest:) LoVe YoU!!! And so does your family!:)

xoxo a

Andrea said...

You're in my prayers hon. Hang in there.

Ophelia said...

Hey, I'm here for you. If you ever need to talk. I'm definitely here for you. You can always shoot me an e-mail and if that's not enough I'll send you my number. :) {{{HUGS}}}

Lindsey said...

I'm so sorry! Please know I'm praying for you and your family.