Monday, June 7, 2010

adventure fund.

i feel stuck. kind of like i'm working toward nothing, really.

there is oh so much I wish to experience, discover and learn. so much i want to see, feel and be. so many dreams and wonderful ideas rolling around in this tiny head and huge heart of mine that i feel may never be uncanned.

adventure is a word for the storybooks. i'm simply living- day to day, working a big girl job, paying an insurmountable stack of bills and attempting to save and hold onto what little i can for my future. the future that is so unknown and at times, very frightening.

i'm worried about what tomorrow might look like in this gloom and doom world of news, confused about little decisions and big decisions, unsure about how i feel toward change and frustrated with money.

who was it that said growing up was fun? i want to punch them.

where to begin? i suppose i'll start stowing my pennies away to build that tree house i always dreamt of.



i'm still just a kid at heart.

5 comments:

Cole said...

:( it is stressful but stay positive. God always knows what we need and sends it to us when we least expect it.

suzy said...

you've been growing older your whole life; you think you'd be used to it by now!
but seriously, i've felt that way too. and it's true, God's got it covered. isn't that the best?

Dylana Suarez said...

I totally feel you, but just keep going and keep dreaming and you will get what you need and want in the end!

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Crazy Shenanigans said...

I just got back from vacation and I'm feeling trapped now. I know that it's gonna be awhile before I can escape again lol

OceanDreams said...

Oh I completely understand this feeling oh too well. You are doing all that you can, God knows what you desire.