A glimpse into my thoughts...

I'm mentally, spiritually and physically exhausted.

I think I just began to realize how tired I was.

I don't know what I want.

Last night an old friend kind of put me in my place. It was good, in a weird way. I know that I needed it. I know that I'm slowly becoming accustomed to things that I should not be. I'm numb.

I know it and I'm not ever going to be a hypocrite again. I've lived behind a facade before and only ended up severely wounding myself.

Not this time.

I'm either hot or I'm cold.

Right now, I'm cold.

Just needed to get that out.